May 2010
April 2010
Day 21 - A Recipe
40 saltine crackers .
1 c butter .
12 oz mini chocolate chips .
3/4 c sugar
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Step #1 Arrange 40 saltine crackers on foil wrap in a jelly roll pan.
Step #2 Melt butter & sugar in pan & boil 3 mins.
Step #3 Pour over crackers.
Step #4 Bake at 350 degrees for 5 mins.
Step #5 Pour chocolate chips over & let this stand 5 mins to melt.
Step #6 Spread...
& I'm the kind of girl that would love to be yours...
Day 20 - A Hobby of Yours.
I love to sing.
I love to write.
I love taking pictures.
I love reading.
I love taking adventures.
I love being myself.
[Yes, I classify all of the above as hobbies]
Lol Suite Life On Deck
Cody: "Or you can call me they guy you've been waiting for."
Bailey: "Heh, you're not him."
Day 19 - A Talent of Yours
Well, I don’t really have any talents.
I mean, I’m kind of good at a few things, but talent? I’m not sure I have any.
I guess.. hmm…. a talent.. hmmm….
Casey told me I’m a good singer, which makes me smile (:
Haley said I’m good at being awesome, and writing, and helping others.
A talent? I read fast.. I guess that counts? I’m really...
I run my life, or is it running me? I run from my...
Gun Competition
Luke: *Walks in room*
Jenn: *Shoots with hands* *BOOM*
Luke: *Dodges shots and makes shooting noises, returning fire*
Jenn: Stop! I already killed you!
Luke: No you didn't! I shot you before you killed me!
Jenn: Exactly, I killed you. You're dead, you just shot me.
Luke: You're dead too!
Jenn: No you just shot me. You're the dead one.
Luke: Nu-uh!
Jenn: Accept it! You're dead!
Luke: FINE! *storms out of room*
Jenn: *lets guard down, goes back to computer*
Luke: *Storms back in and shoots me* Got ya!! *Runs out of room*
Pure, Unconditional Love.
Sometimes, when I look at a child and their mother, you can just see the love in their eyes. The care, and protection, and everything wonderful, just shown through their eyes.
Or looking at baby animals and they’re parents. You can just see how much they care about one another, how much they love each other, and depend on the other.
It’s the most amazing thing.
Since everyones been on the topic of Love, I...
And to be honest, I had this whole thing written. Then I stopped. I just closed the browser.
I don’t know what love is. I have nothing to say about it.
Does anyone really know what love is? I mean can you honestly tell me what it is? Because I have no fucking clue.
I’ve never loved anyone, my God the only people that have loved me is my family. Sometimes.
So why say anything?...
Day 15 - A Fanfic ; This makes me giggle (: →
“Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than...”
– Luis Ruuska
I think that..
I might want to work in Bridal when I’m old enough.
Seriously.
Day 14 - A Nonfictional book.
I know this is weird, but I like reading books about the Holocaust.
Or about murderers and stuff.
I find it really interesting, and scary at the same time.
It’s weird looking into the mind of a crazy person.
Information Overload; Situation Lost Control.
I’m tired of pretending that this isn’t effecting me. I want to break down and just sob. Sob until I can’t breathe, gasping for air. Because this is effecting me.
Badly.
And I just want to cry. But I hold it in, which hurts worse than crying. Because you mean so much to me and I’m just nothing. Like I don’t have any feelings, okay. It’s been so long since I...
Okay, So maybe I don't know what I want to be.
Stop asking me about it!
Everyone’s so set on their life goals. “I want to be a lawyer.” “I want to be a doctor.” “I want to be a teacher.” “I want to be a singer.” God I don’t know what I want to be!
Stop making me stress about it! Please! I’m still a little girl. I’m not ready to grow up, I’m terrified to get old....
I'm Done Procrastinating.
I can’t take it anymore! I need to stop, and I’m going too. I used to be really good at doing my homework / projects right away, but now I’m not. So that’s it. Starting tomorrow; or next time I have homework, I’m doing my homework right when I get home. Then the computer. I think I’m addicting the the bright screen and the tiny keys of my laptop. So that’s...
I have a secret.
It’s not major, I guess. Not really surprising either. It’s not bad, not life threatening (in a way..) but it’s still a secret. What is this secret? Well if you keep reading, I guess you’ll find out. I mean it’s not big. So if you’re trying to get some juicy dirt, you aren’t going to find any. I don’t have many secrets, but I’ve kind of lied...
I'm Just Waiting,
For that one day. That one day that’s going to change everything. Be it, meeting someone, or realizing something, I’m waiting. I’m going insane, though, watching the days tick by one by one. It’s not fair that I have to go through this. It’s not fair that anyone has to wait. But we, I, do. I can’t shake this feeling that something life changing is going to...
I Feel Guilty.
For sitting there, crying with you, so many years ago. I was young, I didn’t know the whole story. But it still haunts me to this day. The look on both of your faces. The pain, the hurt, the confusion. And I cried with you. You’re the one I should have been mad at. You’re the one I should have shunned from my life. But there I was. Sitting next to you, sobbing away. Willing to...
